It's just not time yet

I consulted with Dr. Mel today, my cousin who is a physicians assitant, and she agrees that it's just not the right time. I was trying to stop taking the antidepressants but it's just not working out so well for me. Between Brian going into surgery tomorrow and thinking about all of them, the not so fun stuff that continuously goes on for me and the kids, Christopher's ear infection, new car insurance, and court tomorrow, I guess I need to just stay on it until this is over and things really calm down. I guess I just have to admit to myself that it's OK to have that little extra help to get through. It's just not that easy, though.